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Joy of fulfilling a wish

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More than a decade or so, had a wish been underlying a cold blanket of belief, that someday I’ll get it. Today is the grand day when my WhatsApp notification popped with an ‘Out for Delivery’ message from my husband. It was finally happening. Few days before, Rajeev & I were discussing over the accounts for the current financial year and to amend certain transactions which were incorrect to the accounting standards, we decided that I transfer some amount into his account as I had to repay him a hefty sum of money. With the help of easy transfer system I sent the money into his account and the confirmation message showed up.   His account balance went up like a spike in the graph. In a matter of seconds, I could not bear the fact that a wife had given money to her husband and instantly I said, “I need a MacBook Pro 13” with Touch Bar and 512 SSD memory”.   I had been deciding on acquiring such a little and most defining device of the century to be my prized p

... my paving love!

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Lines by lanes I live by now Thou shall be my paving love.  Shall there be a chosen dream I wish to look all night long  Be here! Still thoughts, stare through my eyes Looking forward in my love & divine.  So beautiful, so splendorous, but am only to adhere Every night just one story that sleep makes me hear Unconsciously seeking for thy love in the outer corners Least, is another morning and shall be my paving love.

Expectations over Unexpected..!!

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It's truly said - 'Expectations over Unexpected'. Expectations are never there where assurance of acceptance lies but it exists where notions take over. Very simply stated, everything is based on assumptions and so are situations followed by, nobody knows where they are heading to, nobody is aware of their destination, none creates , none assists, it's just assumptions that we take. Even 'I' is an assumption, cause am unaware of my strength,  my capability, my weakness, my potentiality & my intellect, everything 'I' bases it on assumptions. Only with assumptions, i can feel mentally & physically strong. It depends a lot on it. Such assumptions create expectation, and such expectations create hope, such hopes create desire, and such a desire creates another assumption of possibility of accessing it. So everything lies on assumptions! Assumptions are not negative in nature but are the possibility of both positive and negative. I assume, me

It's YOU..!

Since the time we’ve known what we really are, I’ve known You. Knowing ourselves is a long way destination, But I’m through it through you. I never had a second thought in my mind, Only the time I realised, it’s you. I began with you and now I finally wish to end with you. Only if I knew what you had going on it, I’d fall off from everywhere to get you in. Heavenly – it feels when we meet up. Deadly – it feels when you heat up. So how can you help me heal? From past, I recall the day when you turned your way wrong to drop me home and walk along… Saying, “It’s all the same yaa!!” These little memories hold me all the while, Yet I can’t see a way getting close… It just makes me helpless, hopeless, utterless And less than all, is a strong belief in YOU. Please don’t let me fall from my thoughts, As I’m not strong enough to let go off YOU… 

I will be MISSING YOU

Dedicated to my GRAND-DAD: You were so full of life, Always smiling and carefree. Life loved you being a part of it, And i loved you being a part of me. You could make anyone laugh, If they were having a bad day. No matter how sad i was, You could take the pain away. Nothing could ever stop you, Or even make you fall. You were ready to take on the world, Ready to do it all. But god decided he needed you, So from this world you left, But you took a piece of all of us, Our hearts are what you kept. Your seat is now empty, And its hard not to see your face. But please always know this, No one will ever take your place. You left without a warning, Not even saying good-bye. And i can't seem to stop, Asking the question why. Nothing will ever be the same, The halls are empty without your laughter. But i know you're up in heaven, Watching over us and looking after. Your smile could brighten anyone's day, No matter what they were going through. And i know everyday for the rest